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Music in a Dark Café

by Nathan Bollig

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1.
Babe, I heard you need a break You may have lost your way Well leave your porch light on In the morning, you'll be fine In the daylight, when the fog subsides So pack your bags and give your best to Boston I'll be on the next train tonight Wherever we go, honey I don't mind Sacramento or Kansas City's fine What do you think as long as we are one pair of gypsies I only need your love So pack your bags and leave that guy in Boston Lovin' him ain't enough By dawn we'll be outlaws from Boston crossin' state lines for fun I want you to see the greenest forests and the redwood trees of California and the wildest prairies of the heartland where the herds run free So say yes and leave your blues in Boston There's nothing left for you to find Pack your bags and give your best to Boston I'll be on the next train tonight
2.
The smell of cool wind in the morning The journey of a honeybee Tiny streams in the distance Flowers falling from the trees Let the rain shake the earth We'll be castaways, me and her And the colors are burning my eyes Just like magic I will find you in the summer morning I will hear you speaking in tones I will see you in your pretty white dress mud between your toes Let the sunlight fill your eyes Let the music fill your soul, babe Circled by a ring of fire Keeps the strangers out of our reach They roll their eyes Feels alright Because all we need is just another day And look around oh you were right, every time I will find you in the summer morning I will hear you speaking in tones I will see you in your pretty white dress mud between your toes
3.
Hear my song tell me what you think, love Listen and pretend that you're asleep, love Near or far, you could always be my only And if you kiss me now I could love you forever I'm wrapped up and tied to this moment under the moonlight So reach out your arm and touch my hand tonight Can you see anything at all? I can see everything even apples falling from the trees It's a perfect scene
4.
By and By 03:30
I lost the words to a song I guess I never really had I wasted time swingin' slow trying to rhyme with a lie And I guess if it would have stayed it would have contained a line about how life is good and how nothing should change But before I could set down my pen the notes all slipped away and now I only have an empty page I know this feeling well Because I feel it every time I guess I'll write it down And sing it by and by (by and by) Wandering off on my own into the silence of the night Moon has the same naked glow but alone it's not alive Strolling down the promenade Where I thought life had changed Thinking about you fading into haze I thought we had at least one verse composed and arranged Glory to a hymn time didn't save I know this feeling well Because I feel it every time I guess I'll write it down And sing it by and by (by and by) I lost the words to a song I guess I never really had I wasted time swingin' slow trying to rhyme with a lie She said what a pity that your music seems so bad where a couple jumbled lines is the best you've ever had But maybe chasing melodies will keep me alive And I can sing this song by and by
5.
Many moons ago I met a tortured soul She had calm brave eyes and a vagrant mind you could see She wanted to be a famous shadow wiser than the willows Leaving secrets for me to find We left that little town the malls and the movies chasing stories Leaving floating grins behind And dead flowers in Babylon Sculptured ivy and stone Astronauts in our sleeping bags Troubadours in our shoes Before Tolkien and Lewis Carroll and Shakespeare I had you Looking for answers but never asking questions because when you smiled at me I didn't need the truth Suffering, patiently You painted butterflies on skeletons the elements of your soul in view Sunlight and anarchy strange places we'd rather be A dark mind sitting next to me Was all I ever knew Before Poe and Lennon and Kafka I had you
6.
I told you five o clock we'd meet on across the clocktower to play a little game before you drifted on away Either night is coming or the sky is falling the ground is cold, the birds are sleeping and on and on the clock is ticking, soon I'll be awake On and on... The children are out playing as the churchbell is softly ringing and the wind that moves our curtains shifting shadows on the lake The softness of the water is the moisture in the air you breath is the smile on your face is the brightness of the sun On and on... Then at nine o clock we'd meet to sit beneath the willow tree and you sank into the water where tomorrow never knows You walked across the backyard toward the neighbor's backdoor crying and I asked you what you needed, you said absolutely nothing at all On and on...
7.
We are entertainers but you are the show Put on your face and wear your costume The curtain's opening on you But you play it so cool the scholars in the balcony rave you saved the show from a cold review by the end of the first song you sang Then I'm in the spotlight and you danced with me But I was too young Honey, so naïve Because love isn't all that you need The orchestra knows before me They strike a new note, before we all bleed These backstage blues, ain't the life for me At the end of act I, I'm already gone And I haven't caught a break since Not one one-liner gig You belong in the company while I get caught in the rain The orchestra knows before me They strike a new note, then it's pouring This one-off show, ain't the life for me At the end of act I, I was already gone
8.
If you hate me so much you'll knock me out swiftly take all my money and slander my name and tell me you never loved me but you'll love to see me vanishing If you love me so much you'll put in your hands in your pockets take all your money and hand it to me and don't ask me where I'm traveling ‘cause where I go I want nobody following It will be a few decades 'til I can come home several more until I can show my face again Maybe I'll see you in nighttime fantasies Maybe I'll never see you again You want to believe that the world isn't spherical so I will pretend that dogs are not carrying buckets of fire across the cold still smoldering residual compost of postmodern reality I will try to explain and it's not very clear but the sound of the world is a concrete symphony a broken chorus a nighttime lynching that beats on and on like a terrible dream You want to believe that the world isn't spherical so I will pretend that dogs are not carrying buckets of fire across the cold still smoldering residual compost of postmodern reality
9.
Madeline 02:40
I woke up in the mornin' had a coffee cup of wine and waited for a bus that's always late My name is on my shirt, oh oh The sun made her mind up blackness faded into white and the blue sky overhead made me cry With my pain seeping into the earth, oh oh I could see it all faces in a crowd faded like paintings lost like shadows And honey is this all? I wanna burn it down If Madeline is out there I'll meet her in the ashes Riding to my job with a voice in my ear saying I couldn't fail this if I tried but it's only tires rolling, on the road (on the road) I can see it all from the dirty bus seat I'm in we only go on livin' poisoned by our dreamin' And honey is this all? I wanna burn it down If Madeline is out there I'll meet her in the ashes The capital lights shine like little stars they make me want her watercolor mind but it's only silent buildings, in the glow (in the glow)
10.
Who am I now? Who was I then? Give me a canvas and with my own blood I shall paint Invisible love Echos of pain Visions of castles with footprints of kings that were made by bones that rise a grave keeper keeps time He says that this only happens in the dark, lonely shadows of night And when morning comes they lay down and decay they never made colors to paint the shadows that remain Let's hold hands And sing our songs The same old tunes we've been at for so long Do you remember dancing? You said take your hand And you scolded me so saying I should hold you tighter That was a lifetime ago And who am I now? Painting an image Subject still unfound I guess I'm the same one who had all the dreams once A queen in the parlor stepping in time to a fast waltz and the instruments played of their own accord as if they were made for you and heaven needed an encore The picture is clear inside my mind but my hands are frozen the canvas is still solid white Let's hold hands And sing our songs The same old tunes we've been at for so long Do you remember dancing? You said take your hand And you scolded me so saying I should hold you tighter That was ages ago And who am I now? Painting an image Subject still unfound
11.
Only You 02:55
There's a castle in a distant place I see it in my heart A garden grows where nobody knows Filled with ancient flowers A table in a clearing A basket filled with food and sunlight poking in It was only you We watch the songbirds behind the weeping tree We used to climb under the branches as kids and play eye of the hurricane I would hold your hand and the storms that shook us knew to be silent then, just for pretend It was only you And you painted the sky with whispers Ruby sun, aqua blue We had a drink and a dance in the rolling hills to the cricket's tune I can see it now every little cloud The moon woke up to greet us too It was only you Now that you're really gone they say it's time to change but all the colors of the pretty things they're all your colors, babe The cartoon summer green and every time I see the moon I smile more my friend as the years go by It was only you
12.
Here I am again sitting in a dark cafe playing your tunes When Uncle Louis left the stable was abused and the horses were afraid It's a bitter tale a winter dark that'll haunt my heart till June but I'm playing to an empty room With one foot on the floor One resting on the rung of the stool It's a void I intersect And all I need to say is captured in these songs in words you never kept The audience smiles they know about love too They make their cell phone lights dance in the room Alone on stage in a hollow light Echoes of my guitar swallowed by the rafters Lift the capo up to play another key Therapeutic dreams As patrons walk inside watching me sing the songs I wrote for you played to an empty room

about

A year ago, I was driving after dark, listening to demos of a new song I had just written on the car stereo. I had the idea that it would gradually build up, starting from one guitar, then two, then three. Bass and percussion would enter, intermittently at first, before breaking into a folk groove for the final verse and ending with an instrumental crescendo. The details of this arrangement unfolded as I passed through the dim glow of streetlights, and it made me excited and anxious. If I could produce a recording that sounded anything close to that, I thought, it would be the opening track on the new album.

"Give Your Best to Boston" is about wanting to get on a train and go somewhere, anywhere, to discover the real America. Although it felt honest to me, it was dreamed up in my apartment, and embellished during a drive back from the supermarket. Then it was recorded inside a closet, in a performance to an empty room.

Thus begins MUSIC IN A DARK CAFÉ, my first album of all original music produced since 2008. The last album, Uncle Louis Left Me His Horses, was the lowest of lo-fi bedroom folk and the simplest of songwriting. It was also, however, my best work, and so I contracted the typical affliction of artists: the struggle to keep making art. Something was missing. Something was lost. Louis was always on the run.

And if you are wondering, I’ve been chasing him.

“The Clocktower”, the earliest song presented on this album, was written in 2008 just after I finished wrapping up Louis. It is a simple folk ballad that didn’t get recorded until four years later, and I knew it would end up on this album.

Several years ago, I did something new with "Residual Compost of Postmodern Reality". I wrote it as a surreal post-apocalyptic love story, with deliberately-combined elements from several distinct musical genres. I called it a gothic blues folk waltz, and to my ears it's still splendidly bizarre. With emphasis on the bizarre.

In the last decade, over a hundred songs came out of the space inside my skull. It took me all of this time to live, write, and make the music that you will hear on this album. A summer day like the one that inspired “Pretty White Dress”. The cold autumn morning when I worked out guitar harmonies for “Apples Falling from the Trees”. Countless moments like these make up the music. Maybe it’s a hurricane of imperfection, but it’s my story.

I did not know when the album would be complete until I wrote the song "Music in a Dark Café". All of these recordings were made in a closet, and played to an empty room. But close your eyes, and imagine a performance of folk songs presented in a small, dark café. The echoes wax and wane, bouncing off the oak floors and stone walls, before rising up to the ceiling and fading into oblivion. I'll lift the capo up, and play another key. This is MUSIC IN A DARK CAFÉ.

Nathan Bollig

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released March 24, 2017

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